Then came someone who influenced all your later decisions. I know the world asks us to be tolerant, but a transvestite indoctrinating a teenager online still crosses a line.
This is a person that I met when I was a boy of about 14 on a so-called blue forum for people in the transgender community. And it wasn't a transvestite, but a transsexual.
And what is the difference?
A very essential one. A transvestite is someone who dresses in a way that is traditionally or stereotypically associated with another gender in order to arouse sexual arousal or interest. And according to WHO and scientific textbooks, this behaviour is defined as a paraphilia. This person was a transsexual, let us call him Eve, a man who transitioned when he was over 30 years old: he took testosterone blockers and female hormones and underwent surgery to remove his testicles. He tried to become a woman permanently, unlike a transvestite who only dresses up occasionally
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There was nothing in our relationship that could indicate paedophilia, no disturbing behaviour related to our online contact. Eve believed in her mission: since she could not undergo gender reassignment surgery herself at her young age, she probably wanted to "help" a little boy and fulfil her dream through me. At that time, it was much more difficult to get hormones through official channels. There were few doctors willing to prescribe the drugs without a psychiatric diagnosis, as is the case today. Eve initiated meetings with other people who were transitioning, but at the time I did not attend because of my anxiety disorder. Also, they were people who put me off, they were quirky and infantile. Most of them were over 40 years old and talked like teenagers. I felt a strong inner fear at the thought of having to meet them.
Do you hold a grudge against Eve today?
I am a man who finds it difficult to hold a grudge against someone, to keep his anger inside. To some extent, I understand her twisted motivation, and despite the damage she has done, I cannot judge her unequivocally negatively...
What was your new female name?
I prefer not to reveal that name. It is a closed chapter. However, I would like to point out that my haters are already thinking about what my name might be, and I can only guess what various female forms they will give me. They believe that they can effectively hurt me in this way, because that is clearly their goal. They are using a strategy that hurts themselves, because to them, using an old name is slander. For me, it is simply a closed chapter, and I see no point in returning to that name.
It is perhaps worth noting that until recently I supported the trans community, even after detransition, but at some point, around 2020/2021, I was horrified to see the direction it was all taking, how it was becoming a social epidemic that challenged the very foundations of biology, genetics, evolution. At that time, I became skeptical of therapies that affirmed transsexuality, especially as the number of people identifying as trans or non-binary was growing very rapidly. Meanwhile, research shows that these people are usually either gay or lesbian who do not accept their orientation, as was the case with me, or they have mental disorders, such as borderline personality disorder or autism, or trauma from childhood abuse. Sometimes they are also heterosexual male transvestites who now often claim to be transwomen and are moving from classic transvestism to a transgender identity. In all these cases, gender reassignment will not help, but harm.